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Saturday, May 14th, 2005
4:59 pm	lub lub lub u all HEY ITS ME!!......................... wait.... no its not, bye :-D Current Mood: tehe Current Music: ELIVATOR MUSIC IN MY MIND (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
11:19 am	L/swear tomorrow when I open my eyes I'll see nothing new and tomorrow when I look in your eyes I'll see nothing new grey a mist over my perspective this is nothing new threw all this waist nothigns effective NOTHING IS NEW too plane to see too plane to know that this box might be too small small for me to to grow +Chorus+ I AM SO tired of stepping on my wings the funs EXPIRED I'v tried to cut my strings so many times before i cant measure the ware and the depth of these sores (the depth of these soooores) I wish I were L-swear L-swear oh L-swear where you trying to trying to find you Iv modeled myself a normal girl that stage is threw iv trid to fit in with other girls thats stage is threw I'v tried to eat my fill, I guess I'm just too full Its hard for a girl like me to fun in a world thats just so dull +Chorus+ I AM SO tired of stepping on my wings the funs EXPIRED I'v tried to cut my strings so many times before i cant measure the ware and the depth of these sores (the depth of these soooores) I wish I were L-swear L-swear oh L-swear where you trying to trying to find you L-swear oh L-swear where you trying to trying to find you +Chorus+ I AM SO tired of stepping on my wings the funs EXPIRED I'v tried to cut my strings so many times before i cant measure the ware and the depth of these sores (the depth of these soooores) I wish I were L-swearrrrrrrrrrrr L SWEEEEAAAAAARRRRR L------- SWEAR! carli Current Mood: tehe Current Music: my mind in L-swear (Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
4:36 pm	yes, well... :-) **grins** now I have a bf... and hes really hot.. more then jt! and MUCH nicer! :-) I kinda looks like... Aladdin! mhm thats right! really I'm not lying! I think dustin is so cool, and so perfect! and his clothes are completely hott all around! well all I have to share... call me for deets maybe we can do sumtin this weekend.. Napolean Dynamite party at my house... only cool people can come.. carli LUB DUSTIN Current Mood: tehe Current Music: Red oyster Cult (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
12:34 pm	Snowball its amazing how one boy can turn everything in your life from negative to positive charges.. then neutral again.. hmm, well yes last night **friday** was the snow ball, the social even of the.... quarter. :-) My love loved crush Dustin can into the dance with me and lester (b4 that we had our own little party at lesters) but anyway yea, we just stood around and danced to songs and stuff The the slow songs came on and dustin adn me danced.. and etc etc... tell l8er in a hurry. to put it all in a small thing... some of my friends liked him and no one told me b4 I fell for him.. and now I feel really bad... but I luv him so. :-( carli Current Mood: love is fikle Current Music: How soon is now? **tatu** (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
9:39 pm	Emergengy exit baby **fiddles with hands** smile, grin I'm the girl of tin sturdy, smart If I only had a heart me, you friends ment to be true truth, lies You friendship salt in the eyes with every talk you take a tole on my life, its getting old with smiling eyes a grin that bears a weary past drowned in tears Friends, hear there, up and out to your disposal I will shout take me BAck your BEST FRIEND but you forgot me in the end I"m your EMERGENGY EXIT BABy this rutine has me going crazy But this plan b's awful shady Bent On being Your EMERGENCY EXIT BABAY carli Current Mood: grarr Current Music: EMERGENCY (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
2:53 am	You know what... Something majorly sucks right now... well alot of stuff does... but I cant quite pin point the exact cause of my hatred and pain at this moment. I dont need the new year... I'm still trying to keep up with 2004's happenings.I thought everyone was gunna try to start over, this year. But as I can see its just another day in the life of Carli. No one has changed and I'm still Peed. Same LOVE **I hate you** and the same broken hearts and the same people out to break them. You know what.. **grins blankly** Sence no one has changed... I'll change. Yea sounds good. For all you boobs who arnt gunna change.. I'll change enough for everyone. I'm gunna turn into a whore and get some at every party. yea that sounds good. No one would care anyway... well maybe my mom... but only because it would be bad for HER reputation and I would SHame her. I dont need this, I'm gunna say this to everyone who I was bugged at in the past and who hasnt done anythign about it... Lets try soemthign new shall we? Lets CHANGE! Get out there and meet some new people... stop moping around and grumping over who we cant have.. or who we dont know if we should have or not... lets party abotu all the peopel that we can have.. and we will hae!! lets all go flirt allittle bit! Have some fun with those boys/girls! okay??? yea infact i'm gunna go call Jt right now and tell him to stop fucking about with me!!! YEA~! I JUST SWORE!!!!! I'm changing there too! Take that loosers!!!! For get you ! *Lub lub emily, sorry you had to see that. I'll pop your tart! Yea Lets see how much we can change...congrats you just heard the last of carli 2004... welcome to 2005, Not more nice me... I'm speaking my mind! Carli Current Mood: grrrrR Current Music: Harajuka girls-Gwen stefani (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
7:58 pm	Gah, i think life might finally be turning up... today Today has been ok you guys, today was a good day! Not one time did something bad happen! It was a lay back day, alot of fun stuff happened... we got a new puppy and baby Ruth, Ruthie, or Just Ruth if you please! she is SOOOOOO cute! alittle emmy dog (pekinese) SHe is like 6 inches long!! sooooo little and sweet! SHe was the runt... like me the rest of the day was like lay back, maybe a bit of hockey... then!!! Jt Called me like out of no where! I was so happy we talked for an hour... he said he misses me, and he told me alot of nice things, hows he respect me that I'm like the only girl he has gone out with that wasnt a whore, and how I had a nice butt... tehhe! but anyway tomarrow we might do soemthign like go to a movie or somethign! I'm so exited! I miss him, and even if we never go out again... I'm be content with good friends! carli Current Mood: lol life is good! Current Music: Both hands-Ani Defranco (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
6:20 pm	TOOK THIS FROM EMILY!! YAY! PLEASE DO IT!!! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF... I committed suicide: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you were there: I was really horny: I moved away: Asked you to go on a cruise with me: I slept over at your house: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY... Personality: Eyes: Face: Body: Hair: Smell: Clothes: Mannerisms: Bedroom: Hobbies: WHAT KIND WOULD I BE IF I WERE A... Vegetable: Fruit: Candy: Non-Alcoholic Drink: Alcoholic Drink: Dog: Animal: Celebrity: Song: Movie: Car: Appliance: Horror Movie Killer: Flavor: Type of Underwear: One of your other Friends: DO YOU... Like me: Want me: Hate me: merry christmas **what emily said** as and extra question...... WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE CHRISTMAS PRESENT???? ---- Current Mood: blah I'm so BEAT Current Music: combat baby-metric (2 Comments |Comment on this)
5:55 pm	this is.. um.. odd Emo Boyfriend Name  DOB  Favourite Color  His Name  Starts with a J His Looks/Style  Shaggy black hair, blue eyes, wears eyeliner, really skinny, pale, lip ring, band t-shirts, baggy pants, and converse How you met  At one of his band's gigs How he tells you he loves you  Sits outside your house at 2 in the morning and plays guitar and sings (very well) "Only One" by Yellowcard What he calls you  Sexi How far you've gone  you lost your virginity to each other This cool quiz by _shelovedaboy - Taken 50269 Times. </a> New - How do you get a guy to like you? I hate the naem eric Current Mood: crazy christmas Current Music: Girl anachronism- The Dresden dolls (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
2:56 pm	Fwee. All questions answerd by No Doubt SONGS!!! OH CHA!!! :D OH CHO! 1. Are you male or female: Just a Girl 2. Describe how you feel about yourself: Hella Good 3. Your best piece of advice: Don't speak 4. Describe your last relationship: Ex-Girlfriend 5. Describe your last crush: Simple kind of life 6. Say something to someone you have a crush on: Hey Baby 7. Say something to an ex: It's My Life 8. Say something to someone who hurt you severely: Excuse me Mister 9. How do you feel right now: Trapped In a Box EXTRA CREDIT QUESTIONS: (Only for those that either picked an excellent band or know a ton of songs: feel free to use other bands if you have no idea how to answer.) 10. Say something threatening to a potential mugger in a dark alley: Running 11. What scares you the most: Spiderwebs 12. Briefly characterize your social, economic, or political views: New carli Current Mood: tehe Current Music: No Doubt (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 20th, 2004
3:44 pm	What do people really think about you? by Raven319 Name Age favorite song Parents think You're an angel Strangers think You have bigger boobs than Pam Friends think You smell really Good!! Quiz created with MemeGen! Current Mood: LET ME GO! Current Music: coin-operated boy (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 18th, 2004
10:00 pm	mine (He whispers, he talks and whispers) did he whisper to you yet? tell me did he tell you love(thats all you get) the love he told was it true? did he push did he shove?(right out of the blue) does he make you happy did he tell you you were special( thats crappy) different, special all the same to him when hes with his friends hes not too social (thats fine with him) Maybe I left first of all I came back, I was just one step too far behind we were close too close, ready to fall so maybe you left me... Justin tyme Justin tyme, my thoughts are all on you but I tried to reverse my crime maybe there was nothing I could do but I tried to reverse my crime why did you leave me... Justin Tyme Justin tyme Too bad, he’s yours now he used to be mine, but how? I left him once, I said not again I came back with love but we were just friends the walls grew too tall but my efforts were too small (to love him) SO tell me did he do the things that he had said to me, all the same for every girl, everybody Maybe I left first of all I came back, I was just one step too far behind we were close too close, ready to fall so maybe you left me... Justin tyme Justin tyme, my thoughts are all on you but I tried to reverse my crime maybe there was nothing I could do but I tried to reverse my crime why did you leave me... Justin Tyme Justin tyme How... could you forget me like all the rest so easily You told me I was special (the best) But you treated me like ALL THE REST (crap) Maybe I left first of all I came back, I was just one step too far behind we were close too close, ready to fall so maybe you left me... Justin tyme Justin tyme, my thoughts are all on you but I tried to reverse my crime maybe there was nothing I could do but I tried to reverse my crime why did you leave me... Justin Tyme Justin tyme Justin tyme Justin tyme (were mine) you were mine justin tyme mine mine (justin tyme) carli lol I'm a loozer! I'm sorry I'm just feeling kinda down these days... dont bother :-) it will pass I hope Current Mood: gah~! Current Music: Girl anachronism- The Dresden dolls (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 16th, 2004
7:18 pm	Walking with a Ghost Walkind with a Ghost By: Tegan and Sara no matter which way you go no matter which way you stay, you're out of my mind out of my mind. out of my mind out of my mind i was walking with a ghost, and i said please, please dont insist i was walking with a ghost, and i said please, please dont insist. carli Current Mood: **sigh** run away with me Current Music: Walking with a Ghost (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
8:40 pm	gawd! I feel like I'm caught in a web again! I feel like crap, and no one wants to listen to me, when I finally have a crazy moment in my life! **sigh** you probubly dont either, maybe I'll just forget about telling you too.................. NO! HAHa! ok, **sigh** I broke up with Jt, to start off alittle better then I currently am, not only becaus he was mean, but I thought another love was waiting for me right around the corner **matt** but sadly... that consept blew away witht he sands of time... and I'm lost in the dark room with a single moon beem in the brick window! so yea, I want Jt back now, I miss him, I miss him, I want him Justin tyme. but I dont think hes gunna take me back... he wont take me back, I'm the stupid girl that dumped him remember! I'm so stupid! gosh! I feel like crap. so yea here I am, alone... and trust me no one likes me. and no ones gunna ask me out, becaus... well life is running away from me now I'm walking with a ghost carli Current Mood: **sigh** Current Music: chop suey (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
5:41 pm	poem of marrage As the blossems fall, I take my vows to you my love, my one love is true take a look at you, a reflection of light in eyes, tempting eyes so blue Fall on me, I reside in you a reflection lingers in eyes so true the snowing gaments, drapped over miles of memory, you hand blankets mine oh how dreams are drempt, how they come true so easily, your lips smooth so fine Let the night, Be ours for all time I will lay in you shadow, envelope mine let this day be now, I want a night a life this true, to bask in this light please you have me half, But dont you want it all for you, to warm me all nights then take me, no stop to the hieght then take my hand and bask in virgin light Carli Marrage poem Current Mood: **sigh** need love! (Comment on this)
5:20 pm	lizardking52 3:20p Firsts: First best friend: My friend Jenna Loubie from My old home town First car: .. A TOY CAR! HAZZAH First real kiss: Joye **blushes** First real break-up: Oh you mean someone breakign up with me.. or like mutual.. cuz afor the first one... havent had one yet, and second one with joey. That was real First screen name: k9queen123 First self purchased album: erg... I dont know First funeral: I dont rememebr those things are too memerable First pets: Probubly a dog First piercing/tattoo: ears First true love: what love are you taking about? there are three kinds... from each kind... My 'rents, a good friend... and boys... Joey, yea that was love First enemy:arg... TODD! IDIOT First big trip: south dekota First music you remember hearing in your house: enya Lasts: Last cigarette: never had one.. but this one guy in the bus home was smoking one it was rank! EWW I stated suffocating! Last car ride: yesterday Last good cry:lol havent had one of those in a while Last library book checked out: hmm.. a year ago of so Last beverage drank: hot cocoa Last food consumed: chocolates Last love: Jt.. :-) **sighs dreamily** maybe I shouldnt have giv;n that up.. **shrugs** Last phone call: like 2 days ago! god!Martin lub lub lub Last time showered: liek 3 hours ago Last shoes worn: BIG BOOTS! fot the chores Last item bought: errr... a gumball? Last time wanting to die: haha I never wanted to die... I dont think Last time scolded: to day.. my mom was having another mental breakdown Relationships: 01. who are your best friends?: cat, jessi, EMILY! abby, adam, ian, sarah, JT, Matt, frank , anni,kat.... I LOVE YOU ALL!!! 02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: not currently no Specifics: 01. do you do drugs?:NOPE! unless its perscribed by me doctor 02. what kind of shampoo do you use?: lol anykind that you put in yout hair lol 03. what are you most scared of : erg... clowns, cows.. cars, hieghts.. dying sure 04. what are you listening to right now?: No Doubt, walking in the spider webs 05. where do you want to get married?: in a back yard under an apple blossem tree... as the blossems fall, I take my vows to you my love, my one true love. 06. how many buddies are online right now?:haha 14! 07. what would you change about yourself?: I wish I were taller.. and hade bigger boobs! muahahaha! **currently wearing a pushup bra!** hazzah Current: clothes: light blue striped shirt and black jeans make-up: I didnt put an on after my shower annoyance: Being bored **currently** SOMEONE CALL ME! NOW!** smell: I smell good!!! cd in player: my burnt cd! ROCK DA HOUSE DOWN! color of toenails: oh a faded red Last person: you touched: I was wrestling with natalee... btu like loving like? would be... MAtt hugged: matt you imed: adam Number: of times i have had my heart broken: never of guys i've kissed: REAL KISSES? um 2 of continents i have lived in: one of tight friends: ALOT! muahahahaaa.. I I dont know how many of cds i own: including burnt? like 20 or soo of scars on body: lol I havent counted in a while o_0 haha oh I dont know! I never keep track.. not alot carli Current Mood: Bored bored lord I'm Bored Current Music: Popular! -musical (Wicked) (Comment on this)
Friday, December 10th, 2004
5:42 pm	oh well, lets see today was a good.... fair.... ok, day. lol, yea lets see, todya I was aproched by my friend dan, with the news of a senior named matt that MIGHT ask me out. I luv him he's so awsum (matt I mean) I hope he does ask me out.. but I dont want to seem clingy or... desprate of nothing... so I dont want to jump to any conclusions. but it would be nice... **SNAP OUT OF IT CARLI** GOSH! he might just want sum bootay or somehting.. you never know... I have to saty on my toes!!!! **sigh** but matt would never do that I'v known him a long time hes too nice... he's friends to all my bayport friends. oh well **holds up a can of rootbeer** heres hope'n! awww yes life is good... well I'm starting to get lonly, SOMEONE GO OUT WITH ME! I miss a bf... hurry up boys or I'm gunna go back out with jt! **who is a better FRIEND then a bf... hes so awsum luv him** kk ttyotfs! Carli **p.s.... feel free to comment Current Mood: LOnely (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
9:26 pm	You Are the Individualist 4 You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. What number are you? yay! like emily! well... sorry I havent been posting, but toput it all into one! I was in a play..... yay for that.. and I broke up with my bf... funnnn -_- tehe kk carli Current Mood: satisfied (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
4:19 pm	ooooo what does erotic mean? lol Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... erotic Your hugs are... friendly Your eyes... light up a day Your touch is... the only thing I desire Your smell is... refreshing Your smile is... entrancing Your love is... eternal Quiz created with MemeGen! Current Mood: artistic Current Music: its a beautiful life (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 16th, 2004
1:01 pm	hazzah I say hazzah! You're a Summer. You're just a ball of energy that is constantly going on and on!! You're kinda like the energizer bunny. lol. But your probably really athletic and even if you're not, you'd be good in sports because of all your energy. You're enthusiastic about everything you do and find it hard not to be happy. You're usually pretty optimistic but can be realistic when needed. You always hope for the best to turn out and many times they do. Sometimes though, you let your temper get the best of you but you apologize as soon as you can because you hate people being angry with you. You're friends love how active you are and you make them feel. (If you can't see tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the bottom and find your result) like they can do anything crazy if they want to. What season are you? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla Current Music: Taking back sunday (Comment on this)